2 : 3 0 a m

it's two-thirty in the morning.

and i am worried.

i just realized that i do not have

favorites.

like none. notta. nothing.

  not a favorite color.

  not a favorite number.

  not a favorite food.

  not a favorite letter.

.......i am 

suddenly realizing actually how 

i n d e c i s i v e

i really am.

i have a goal.

i will come up with a favorite color and a favorite number (a one digit # for times i have to choose a number 1-10) by the end of the week, no matter how stressful it gets. i am going to go take a bath to start my pondering. nighty night.